Mind swollen-
Can't let it rest
Eyes bolted-
Shut out the light
Voice silenced-
Wouldn't change much
Heart burdened-
Drag your own weight
Fists clenching-
Shouldn't let go
Demons swarm-
Cry out to God
Will He hear me? He's silent!
Yet He speaks
Has He noticed? He's busy!
He sees all
Can I trust Him? He is lax!
He sleeps not
Did He lift chains? He's more weight!
He bore nails
Is the past His? He forgot!
He holds time
Where is He now? He is not!
Where am I?
God, help me!
One presence within my own synchronizes
A wave of relief swells and rocks my thoughts
I look and perceive hills of rich sunrise
My lips now pronounce precious prayers and laud
Now aided with wings resurrected, fly-
Soul surgery for open hands held high
